It's Not Fair!!!

I can't sleep at all! Last night I prayed a decade of the rosary for the people I wrote down on my list (including Grandma) and then I put in a CD called "Sanctuary" and was in bed at around 10:30. The last song I remember hearing was Jesus, Lover of My Soul. Right before I fell asleep I remember hearing these lyrics:
"Jesus, lover of my soul, let me to Thy bosom fly
While the nearer waters roll, while the tempest still is high.
Hide me, O my Savior, hide, till the storm of life is past.
Safe into the haven guide; O receive my soul at last"

At 2:00 this morning my mom called me to tell me to pray because Grandma took a turn for the worst and fell out of bed. Mom put the phone up to Grandma's ear so I could tell her I love her and was praying for her. I told her "I love you Grandma and I'm praying for you a lot a lot a lot!"

I got up and just paced around telling God not to take her because I just lost Gypsy (our dog) almost a year ago. Tyler called about 5 minutes later and it calmed me down a bit. After talking to Tyler I tried calling my mom back but got no answer.

Then at 3:00 my mom called me to tell me Grandma had passed away. =[ It's just not fair!!!!

I went over to the Pawlaks (my mom told me to call them because I need to be with someone) and then I went to Luke's apartment but he and his room mates just played on the computer.